Evolving from engineer to leader to self-employed coach

Our identities are complex, multi-faceted and ever evolving.

I am a founder and coach. I am also an engineer, an educator, a leader, a runner, a reader, a nature lover and more. I am a coach, coachee and lifelong learner.

In 2004 I started my PhD in Biomaterials and spent the following 20 years in Higher Education, as a researcher, lecturer, Associate Professor, Head of Department and then Head of School. It was a rollercoaster journey, with highs and lows, teaching and being taught, supporting others and being supported. I worked with wonderful people, both staff and students, and have made friends for life.

I did not always find it easy; self-doubt, self-confidence, learning new skills and techniques. But I got there, with the support of others, and lots of hard work. And some of my proudest career moments come from the most difficult times.

In my leadership roles, I received Executive Coaching. It transformed me — as a manager, leader and most importantly, as a person. Self-discovery, growth in confidence, dealing with difficult decisions and situations, coaching helped me understand what really matters to me. But that is for another blog…

Both in working with students, and in my leadership roles with staff, I discovered what really made me happy — supporting others to achieve more than they thought possible, building confidence, uncovering strengths, working through problems and more.

Towards the later stages of my academic career, I wasn’t as happy as I used to be. Things at work changed and I realise I wanted a change. I was already coaching and I knew this was what fulfilled me, and so Siskin Coaching was born! Was it scary making a career transition in my mid-40s? Yes! Am I glad I did it? Absolutely.

As I said at the start, we are ever evolving as individuals. And right now, in my current evolution, I have found something that really aligns with me as a person, what I want to give to others, and the life I want for myself.

Navigating a STEM career as a woman: My experience

Being a woman in STEM can be challenging and also hugely rewarding.

We are in the minority in the vast majority of disciplines. And as we progress into leadership roles there are even less of us! According to the Institution for Employment Studies (2021), women leave engineering roles at twice the rate of men. The reasons cited; stereotyping, isolation and bias. This is not happy reading I know.

My own experience in academia was mixed but overall very positive. I did face some challenging and unacceptable behaviour at times. But I also met, was taught by, worked with, and managed by, some incredible STEM women who were amazing role models for me. And some brilliant men who were allies (some without even knowing it).

The key things for me were finding and building relationships with the right people (and distancing or challenging those that were not), learning to call out and educate unacceptable behaviour in a way that was comfortable to me, living true to my own values, finding the fun factor in what I was doing, and always learning and developing myself and supporting those around me to do the same.

Through a career in STEM, I have travelled to places I never would have visited, worked on amazing projects, met fantastic people and developed myself beyond what I thought was possible. I have been supported, promoted, awarded and connected. I am thankful and appreciative of the people who have been around me at the time supporting me and to those who came before me and paved the way.

Many of us find ourselves in the minority in some aspect of our lives and it can be tough. So knowing who you are and being confident in your own space is incredibly important. But so is having the right support in place to help you thrive.

I have loved working in STEM and I would love to see more women and girls considering it as an option. There are some great organisations out there that will support your journey. Drop me a message to chat or for links to people who can help.

I even met the Moomins in Finland thanks to STEM!

Why I won't be making any New Year's Resolutions (NYRs)

In my personal experience, NYRs don’t work and neither do they feel good. There’s nothing wrong with them in theory, and for some people, they can work really well. But for me, they just aren’t right and, according to the internet, over 80% of NYRs are abandoned within the first month.

I do think that wanting to make meaningful change in our lives is important, worthy and absolutely achievable, so why don’t I think the two go together?

I find NYRs are often very absolute, all or nothing, no wriggle room goals e.g. I’m going to give up [insert your favourite but very unhealthy habit here e.g. chocolate] – and that means that they are usually big, challenging and usually approached solo with no support in place. And then, because we have declared this as our NYR then we place a lot of internal negative pressure on it which isn’t always helpful. NYRs also often come in the form of something we think we should want to achieve, instead of something that is really meaningful to us. And NYRs are regularly phrased in a negative way e.g. I’m going to give up …., or, I’m going to stop …., or even, I’m going to make myself …. None of these sound like positive messages for our brains and bodies to get on board with and therefore, for me, they just don’t feel good.

So what do I do instead? For the things I want to achieve in my life, I set meaningful, measurable goals that really matter to me, at a time that works for me and with the right support in place. I think about the reasons for wanting that thing in the first place and make sure it is achievable and that I have the right type of motivation to get there. And I know that I am more likely to succeed with the help of others. I set my goals at a time that works for me, when I am ready, not when I feel I should.

At New Year, I think about what I am looking forward to in the year to come, what I want to do more of, what I feel excited about and what opportunities lie ahead. No pressure, no big gestures, just what works for me.

I’m not advocating for everyone giving up on NYRs. Maybe they do work for you, but if not, then be kind to yourself, and find a way of setting goals that work for you. And of course, I highly recommend coaching to support you through the process and into a future that you really want!

I always look forward to the time planned for outdoor activities each year. What do you look forward to?

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